January 10th, 2009 / 4 Comments »
I have decided to start this blog because for the past 4 years I have been suffering.
I’m not going through this anymore
I’ve recently suffered a loss in my family, which, although painful, was also made me realize that life was short and that I had to stop pitying myself for having these pains in my ears.
I am no longer going to go to sleep dreading the next day. I won’t be forcing myself to sleep.
These are things that used to be common in my life and they are no longer welcome. I am strong.
Moreso than anything else, the greatest change I have undergone in the past few weeks is that my mindset has changed from-
Why Can’t I Stop the Ringing?
How Can I Stop the Ringing?
It’s no longer an option. I’m gonna do this. I am not a weak person or a bad person. I have not been irresponsible, and I’ll BE DAMNED if I’m going to let some destiny or fate take my hearing away from me.
I’m starting this journal, My Tinnitus Miracle, to share my road and experiences with other people in hopes that I will be able to help them, and perhaps someday, I will save life that is pestered by constant ringing in their ears, a lack of being able to understand their loved ones, and overall feeling depressed about their situation. Maybe, just maybe, a person suffering from hearing pains and that whoosing sound that they cannot seem to avoid, and they will learn from what I am going through and be able to help themselves. It takes a village…
Follow me on this journey as a look to the many source and figure out how to stop the ringing. I don’t know how long it will take, nor who I’m going to talk to first. What’s important is that we work together to find a treatment for this nasty disorder.