Changing “Why Can’t I Stop The Ringing” To “How Can I Stop The Ringing”
January 10th, 2009 / 4 Comments »
I have decided to start this blog because for the past 4 years I have been suffering.
I’m not going through this anymore
I’ve recently suffered a loss in my family, which, although painful, was also made me realize that life was short and that I had to stop pitying myself for having these pains in my ears.
I am no longer going to go to sleep dreading the next day. I won’t be forcing myself to sleep.
These are things that used to be common in my life and they are no longer welcome. I am strong.
Moreso than anything else, the greatest change I have undergone in the past few weeks is that my mindset has changed from-
Why Can’t I Stop the Ringing?
To
How Can I Stop the Ringing?
It’s no longer an option. I’m gonna do this. I am not a weak person or a bad person. I have not been irresponsible, and I’ll BE DAMNED if I’m going to let some destiny or fate take my hearing away from me.
I’m starting this journal, My Tinnitus Miracle, to share my road and experiences with other people in hopes that I will be able to help them, and perhaps someday, I will save life that is pestered by constant ringing in their ears, a lack of being able to understand their loved ones, and overall feeling depressed about their situation. Maybe, just maybe, a person suffering from hearing pains and that whoosing sound that they cannot seem to avoid, and they will learn from what I am going through and be able to help themselves. It takes a village…
Follow me on this journey as a look to the many source and figure out how to stop the ringing. I don’t know how long it will take, nor who I’m going to talk to first. What’s important is that we work together to find a treatment for this nasty disorder.
: Deep Breath :
I have decided to start this blog because for the past 3 years I have been suffering.
I’m not going to do that anymore.
I’ve recently suffered a loss in my family, which, although painful, was also a “wake-up call” that life was short and that I had to stop pitying myself for being infertile.
I am no longer going to go to sleep crying. I won’t be having anymore nightmares.
These are things that used to be common in my life and they are no longer welcome. I am strong.
Moreso than anything else, the greatest change I have undergone in the past few weeks is that my mindset has changed from-
Why Can’t I Get Pregant?
To
How Can I Get Pregnant?
It’s no longer an option. I’m going to do this. I am not broken. I am a good person. I have not been irresponsible, and I’ll BE DAMNED if I’m going to let “fate” take that away from me.
I’m starting this journal, How Can I Get Pregnant?, to share my journey and experiences with other women in hopes that I will be able to help them, and perhaps someday, I will save another beautiful, kind woman a night of going to sleep crying, or a morning of waking up feeling depressed and meaningless. Perhaps I can save her a from a needless, anxiety driven fight with her wonderful husband, or a falling out with her pregnant best friend/sister (in case you haven’t noticed, these are the events that have characterized the past 3 years of my life).
Please subscribe follow me on my journey from prematurely menopausal to ecstatically pregnant. I don’t know how long it will take, but I do know that it will be much more rewarding if we make it there together!
